Let's Get Started!

Whenever you visit this online journal, you are taking a positive step towards emotional and spiritual recovery. You are making an effort to progress towards your ultimate goal of freedom from addiction and other consuming issues. Bravo! The "Big Book" of Alcoholics Anonymous tells us to work towards "...spiritual progress, not spiritual perfection." What that means to me is that it is important to keep striving for recovery while accepting that we will never be finished. We will always be in the process of recovery. As you yourself recover, you will come to realize how wonderful it is to make progress towards reaching your emotional and spiritual goals. It is not necessary, nor desirable, to achieve perfect recovery. There is a famous A.A. slogan: "The best part of everything is getting better." How true! It is my hope that this journal will help you to get a bit better, one day at a time, with the help of the "Big Book." Let's get started on the path to find the courage to change the things we can and trust that the "Big Book" will guide us in attaining the wisdom to accept the things we can't. God bless you!

In service,

Barbara J.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Your Miracle

As most people in recovery know, A.A. was the original 12-step fellowship. After A.A. came G.A. (Gamblers Anonymous). Shortly thereafter came O.A. (Overeaters Anonymous). In O.A. there is an expression that says "Don't leave before the miracle happens." This is very good advice because the miracles do show up if we are willing to see them.

A lot of us are able to recognize miracles in our fellows in terms of their stunning transformations from being helpless addicts to being  productive, peaceful and sober members of society. In Chapter One of the "Big Book", Bill Wilson tells about his exhausting journey through the hell of active alcoholism and the miracle that lead him out of it. As Bill tells it, his friend, Ebby (another hopeless drunk) came to visit him when Bill was as low as he had ever been. Bill speaks of Ebby's transformation into a sober man, referring to Ebby as a "miracle." Bill was a hopeless alcoholic by anyone's definition, and so was Ebby. But that day Ebby was sober...happy... free! If Ebby was truly sober and peaceful about it, then Bill had to recognize Ebby's sobriety as the miracle it was.

Have you witnessed any miracles in recovery? Describe them in the silence of your mind. Have you experienced a miracle of your own? If not, don't leave before the miracle happens!

God bless you!

Barbara J.